shinewiththesun †††

somebody that i used to know

2012-03-01T15:39:00.008+08:00

Ok so i spent my last weekend with ginny oilivia giulia and co! oh yeah last friday me and angel sat by the pool for 7 hours. and i stayed there till 12am.. Hahaha. ok anyway, saturday i went t meet giulia and co at clarke quay. went for japanese at some jap restaurant! they went t drink at brewerkz and i was just there like......... ok..... hahahahahah. went to liang court for kbox. and we sang until 1am.. then we went to eat mac for supper and we cabbed home at like 2. it was kind of fun actually. me and ginny were the 'atmosphere managers' while they sang! and it was damn noisy i swear. and on sunday, i went to MBS with them. FREAKING INFINITY POOL DAMN COOL LA OMG. im happy i got the chance to go up there ahahaha

my mini ahbeng. cute or what!!

went for my grandaunts birthday lunch in chijmes at lei garden restaurant! :) i cannot stop thinking about jonas' outfit. freaking cute. hahaha. they are adorableeeeeeeeeeee! ;)

ok so i have to study now and meet ginny and co in town for dinner soon!

2012-02-22T09:53:00.002+08:00

We almost lost it all ,
But we survived the fall ,
All the problems we're going through ,
Amazing we both kept cool ,
just a few more months ,
and everything we've done ,
will all be forgotten ,
and time will be given .

I know it sounds shitty .
I love you :)

i will be the one you say goodnight to.

2012-02-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

helloooooo i havent been updating much... oh well. anyway, this years valentines was awful hahaha ok i shouldn't complain. but i went to coffee bean with adriana and leona t eat chocolate cake! home for tuition and went to newton food centre for fried frice for dinner! :) on thursday, i stayed back in school with adriana and leona. we laughed for 40 minutes straight. hahahahaha. we took so many retarded pics. i can never be sad again, cause when i look at the pictures i'll automatically start laughing to myself. went for joanne's 26th birthday dinner at chinese swimming club! its been 7 years since i've seen her. i miss their whole family! me and genevieve have planned a swimming trip to jurong east! and we're gonna have a bbq next week sometime with olivia and giulia i guess. oh, i love her tattoo.. :( hahahaha. yesterday i went for th badminton thing. so tiring. hahaha. had dinner at home and i suddenly thought of going to town. so went t town with my mum! going into topshop is a sin for me. i always come out with a new addition to my wardrobe. :( ahhhh. but anyway, my mum bought me a pair of highwaist shorts! she wanted to get me a dress but i couldn't get my size! went to wheeelock and got myself a planner with my name embossed on it. its kinda ridiculous that a small planner could cost so much :( i haveeee to save money! went for lunch at swiss club today with th fam and went to ecp for th dog event! it's a pity we didn't bring sunday along! oh well. i need to work after O's to save up for the things i wanna get! looking forward to europe! i feel like going on a beach holiday in december! hmmm. ok still a long way to go. i am going to cut my tie dye shirt myself now. i hope i wont screw it up! ciao!

2012-02-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

This bitch hasn't been free lately ... you pangseh your boyf . Heartless asshole . Seems like i wont be having enough money to surprise her with anything during valentines . Pathetic me , next year will be much better , i promise ! Nothing good has been happening to us recently .. I hope things get better soon , love you baby !

love ,
your boyf :*

there's such a lot of world to see.

2012-02-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

so happy to see jonas and jermaine today! i loveeeeee fridays. i practically do everything for them. bathe them feed them. its actually pretty fun :) they light up my world HAHA.

okkkkk, went t holland with brendan yesterday, got sundays treats and starbuckssss. went t queensway after school with adriana t make her contacts and t eat mac. we had 7 minuntes to reach school. and we were like: AHHHHH OMG AHHHHHHHH. and i laughed so hard when i thought of going to ikea and getting two wheelchairs and rolling them back t school. that would be epic shit. hahaha got a cab, school, ngee ann poly. stupid talk is a waste of time.. left earlier with alicia adriana hafiz and iqram! went t eat subway and then cabbed t grandmas with them :)

okay soooo my weekends are packed. school tuition, massage tmrw. sunday, church, lunch, cousins place. i need to relax. lol.

i hate my mood now a days. :( getting so pissed at the slightest things. :( what is wrong with me. i can't wait for next year. :( :( :(

its only him.

2012-02-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

ISN'T THAT THE CUTEST PUPPY?! so thats jayjay th 3 month old mix and aunty cindy brought him over t play with sunday. and he kept biting me :( unfortunately he has behaviour problems! thats why hes with aunty cindy for training. but idc he's too cute idc if he bites me. HAHA. but its okay. my sunday's still th cutest boy. :) hehehehe.

soooo, school is so tiring.. im becoming so lazy every morning :( i can't wait for O's t end! and i can't believe a month has already passed!! it's so fast. i should probably be studying now but i just finished chemistry tuition, and i'm too lazy t get anything else done.

hmmmm i haven't been doing much lately.. went to town with my mum on saturday! she got like 3 pairs of jeans and 3 blouses for herself! hahaha. and 2 days ago she bought me a bright orange dress from topshop! ;)

anyway, school tmrw and then grannies for dinner! :) cant wait to see jonas and jermaine! i need to get some sleep now. i'm sleep deprived. no kidding ok! OH GOD I JUST WANT TO FINISH WITH MY EXAMS AND GO ON MY HOLIDAY AND RELAX. UGH. 9 more months. i can do this shit. ahahahaha. can someone please give me some motivational tips. tyvm. i need to get my 12 points.. oh yes, congrats brendan! your probation ends today! you're a free man now! Hahahahaha! dont get into any more trouble alright! :* see you on friday!

ok, i want to go walk my dog. byebye.

brendan.

2012-01-28T23:38:00.006+08:00

my granny and my mummy!! :*

Chinese new year!

It wasn't as great as i had 'planned' it to be. but oh well. cny eve was th worst day of my existence. i have never screamed so loud in my life, and neither have i been so shocked/scared. but i'm glad its all over. and i love my family. yay. :) and thank you brendan for being there. you're th best ;) k, first day, went to grannies for lunch and some relatives came over. k in all honesty, i have no idea how these people are related to me.. played blackjack! my family can NEVER stop gambling, i swear. hahahah. went t my granduncle and grandaunts place after that!

second day:

brought sunday t my grannies place! thankful that th cabs took him in. and they were both muslim drivers. chinese drivers are soooo fussy and picky over everything :( lunch, nephews all came over. 4 of them! adorable! marcus kept asking me: is sunday going to eat me? hahahahaha. anyway, went home, changed and cabbed t aunty susans house! had dinner there and gambled in th room with th 'youngsters'. i was th youngest.. ok, i won 20 up there! came down and played with th adults, and aunty susan kept pestering me t be th banker, so i gave it a shot, and won 30. HAHAHA.

schools been so hectic th past few days. everythings about studies now.. i guess thats what you get in sec 4. :( 10 more months it'll be over! and i've been missing school a lot lately! stupid flu!

anyw, went over to xuwei's house yesterday with adriana and crystal. played hide and seek and stuff! oh yeah, we were th first t arrive, and when they arrived, our reaction was epic. we played with th lil p5 boys there too!! it was chaotic! haha, adrianas mum gave me a lift home around 1130 :)

had t go t school today! :( its compulsory for us every saturday now.. ahhhhhh! met brendan after school, home, studied, tuition, church and din tai fung for dinner with mummy! walked around town and my mum got herself quite a bit of clothes today! :)

i am going to sleep in tmrw and head t my aunts place for lunch. cant wait t see joel and joshua :)

hi brendan, thank you for last week, and today.. ok practically everyday. i'm probably th most dramatic/problematic girlfriend you could ask for. but at least i keep you on your toes ;) hahahahaha, i guess i need to stop being a drama mama and emo nemo! love you! :*

one step closer.

2012-01-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

in love with my midnight purple heels omg.

Sooooooooo, belle came over yesterday for tuition and our mums and us were talking, and we were joking around and we made our mums laugh till they cried. HAHA. it was soooooo funny making fun of them when they're old. ok so anyw, there was cny celebration in school today and it was pretty awesome. we actually stood up and screamed like mad for hailun when she sang. hahahaha i laughed so hard at our retardedness. and adriana and mahirah ran up th stage with th banner. epic shit man. my tummy hurt so bad from laughing. i guess it was a really good last cny for us in queenstown! ;) brendan came t school today!! :) i think i forced him t stop making idiotic faces and t just take a perfect picture for ONCE. and i know my smiles damn fake in th picture. ohwell! love you brendan! :*

went for dinner at sun with moon japanese restaurant in wheelock with belle and our parents. and uncle calvin got me those heels from aldo for cny. lucky girl! went t topshop etc, but i didnt get anything. yay! ok, i just painted my nails, and i've got t stay home and study study tmrw! hehehe. goodnight! time for american idol!

i have died everyday waiting for you.

2012-01-19T11:02:00.004+08:00

i wished i looked like that........ but im a hideous fat elephant. yayme... my plan t go on a diet and swim, is a complete failure. i've been lazing around all day and eating soooooo much.

Anyway, i didn't go to school today. I guess im too tired and lazy. what is wrong with me :( im already sec 4.. but i dont feel th urge t study. ahhhh. Tomorrow is freaking friday. YAY. finally. this week passed sooo slow :( i can't wait for chinese new year!

Ok, isabelle's coming over later, and im going to have lunch now. my mums made potato salad for me. yum yum yum. ;) brendan's sleeping now... and i'm bored t death. i think i should probably hit th books. :(

one direction.

2012-01-16T17:52:00.002+08:00

i swear i have never fan girled over a group this much before. and it feels retarded cause i think im becoming one of those kpop fanatics. but NO. i will never like kpop. :) meet one direction. how can one not like them! it sucks t be invisible t them.. hahahaha. k but i swear i love zayn and louis. i cannot take it. omg. i love you 1D. :* since th very beginning :')

Fetched sunday up from his grooming today! Such a handsome boy now. ;)

Celebrated mahirah's sweet 16th on saturday! :) happy belated 16th babe. hope you liked it. although our surprise was damn fail cause th lighter had issues and we couldn't light th candles... oh well. anyw I'm not going t school tmrw cause I've got to pick up my German passport in th morning! Yay!

2012-01-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

Babygirls asleep now , poor thing.. so stressed out due to O levels, but i believe she can pass :) clumsy girl dropped her study table on her finger while fixing it .. tsk tsk .Haha been listening to babygirl's words and staying at home for a few days already , be glad ;) Seeyou tomorrow , i love you :*

Woohoo

2012-01-06T18:57:00.001+08:00

Helloooo. I'm using my phone t blog now, cause I honestly have nothing better t do. And yes, I should be studying. But I feel like a robot studying everyday. Sooo today's gonna be my 'off-day' yay me. Anyway, school was great. Sitting next t adriana= laugh like hell hahahahha. Met brendan today after school, over t hougang, and he's trying t throw shoes at me. What a bitch. Hahaha. My dog just went for training with Aunty Cindy and he's sound asleep now. Hehe. Gonna go t Swiss club for dinner with my mum and Aunty Cindy. I'm starving. I could eat an entire horse now. Ohhh guess I'm going for antheas chalet tmrw? :) been so long since I've seen my ladies. I'm gonna go on a no vulgarities or crude language and no singlish 'diet'. Wish me luck. Hehe.

Holidays

2012-01-01T17:52:00.007+08:00

Ok, so this post has like soooo many pictures, and i think it's gonna be a long post, but oh well, i've got nothing better to do :( and happy new year people!! :)

Went t holland yesterday with belle for lunch at crystal jade :) ate so much there! came home with her, bathed sunday and she left. Aunty susan and co came over for dinner! Had dinner at home and cabbed down t brendan's place. Lionel ling and co were all there. Anyw, spent new years at bby's house. heheheh. i want to see fireworks next year! anyw, mrt-ed back t holland, and got my ice lemon tea hahahahha. And i swear getting a cab at 130am is fucking irritating. BITCHES KEEP STEALING CABS TSK LOL. anyw cabbed back home with brendan. :) and today i went t church and had thai express with mum and i've been home all day woohoo.

Aren't my darlings th most adorable kids ever? look at jonas' 'angry face'! hahaha. saw them on friday! and they gave me a great big hug when i walked in th house and said they missed me ;) they make my heart melt like asdkdksfjk. and i bathed jonas and i asked him, darling how is school? and he said: you know, i dont like school because school cannot naughty. I laughed so much when he said that. Th innocence of kids ;) hehehehe. Went to brendans place on thursday! Like almost 3 weeks since i last saw him hahahaha. Anyw, this bitch scared th hell outta me from behind a wall at home and he still laughed at me. tsk. and now you know i have phobias of lighters ok. hahahaahha. i love you bby :)

Sooo, these are th pics from my holiday! I know i look like crap in th pictures, but idgaf. hahaahahah Went t dubai>greece>germany>greece>HOME. Dubai was pretty awesome, but it got boring after awhile... hahaha met uncle martin there too! Anyw, flew t greece and met up with my 'greek' family. They're spanish but they live in greece. And i finally met my tita fe. :) she's amazing. always buying me so many stuff and she calls me my love. ISN'T SHE SO SWEET?! anyway, i leanrt a few greek words. uncle savvas taught me hahahah. anyw, i think my german has improved! cause me and daddy spoke german most of th time. so i guess thats good ;) flew t germany munich, went t nurnberg t see th winter market. Its bloody cold in germany now. but its good t go back for a little while!! Went t munich, met up with uncle edwin and his fam and went to brauhaus everyday t eat. I had schitzels everyday. hahahaha. went t bad tolz and stayed there for 2 days and back t munich. Th winter pictures are all in germany. Th snow is soooo beautiful. We spent sooooooo much in germany i swear. omg. But anyw, im satisfied with what i got. Though i got most of th stuff for my mum! hehehe. im happy she likes th stuff we got for her :) anyw, flew back t greece, athens on christmas eve and spent christmas there with th family :) we had a freaking feast omg. Anyw, it was a great holiday i suppose. Hopefully we'll get t go back t europe again next year :) plus my dads looking for a place in germany, wiesbaden now, cause he wants t retire there i guess. he and his ideas. Oh yeah, my dog gave me th best welcome home ever ;)

2011-12-16T02:43:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days .. i miss you like hell girl , hope you're enjoying your trip ! can't wait for you to be back on the 28th ! life really sucks without you , i miss every single thing about you .. love you so much !

love,
your boyfriend :)

Europe.

2011-12-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

I am soooooooo tired i can just die.

Anywayyyyyy. brendan come over to see sunday yesterday! :) went t holland for lunch after that and walked ard Back home, changed, dad fetched me t taka, got some books, and then went to grand park hotel t meet mummy, isabelle and co for our 'girlies' dinner. Hahahaha. Down to topshop with belle and i got 2 tops. I love th dino pullover i got. omg hahah. ok, i have to stop spending money.. :(

Today, went for breakfast with mum uncle calvin and aunty susan. My mum and aunty susan tgt are super hilarious. Home, then down t town t get my winter stuff. I love th shoes i got HAHA.

Ok, so i'm leaving on monday morning for dubai for 2 days, and then i'll be heading to greece! I hope i can do some shopping! Im gonna miss my mum and sunday soooo much. And brendan. HAHA. I'll be having christmas there with my dad and family!

I'm gonna go take a nap with sunday now hehehe. so sleepy.

Don't let go.

2011-12-08T11:27:00.004+08:00

That's alicia's puppy, belle. She's adorable hehehe.

ok anyw, went t town for din tai fung with james on monday. And then shit happened. Yes, monday was one of th worst days of my entire life. :( anyw, james came over for dinner. Tuesday, went t meet brendan. I couldn't fucking wait thanks to th chaos on monday HAHAHA. Went over to alicia's place yesterday! Watched big bang theory. Brendan came all th way t pioneer and met me. since when you so nice. ahaha. back to holland, then home! Went to king albert park with mummy for dinner :)

Today imma stay home and watch misfits and big bang theory. woohoo. finally i have th whole day to myself :) I wanna go shopping ASAP. ;(

And i owe brendan a long long post.. :( tsk.

happy 5th in advance then! :) thank you for everything you've done. thank you for making me feel important, and being there, no matter how bad my attitude is. fuck la i dont know what to say. i hate you for making me do this :( anyway, please stop getting into trouble. 2 times alr this year, shit has happened. you dk how it feels ok. bitch. You know what you promised me! but anyway, yes, i guess it had helped somewhere along th way. and i'm sorry for being a complete bitch th past month or so. i feel this is so cheesy HAHAHA. i love you. is this long enough? :(

2011-12-07T02:54:00.002+08:00

Stupid girl asked me to blog for her .. well , sunday night was like shit . We both went through hell .but it sort of helped us out in our relationship . Hope things doesn't go back to how it was . I love our attitude now . I treasure this relationship so much .. anyway , promised this girl to fetch her home from school twice a week next year . Come on laaa , i'd fetch you even without you asking :x Went t watch adventures of Tintin today along with lionel . Baby behaved so lovingly today , so cute :x so i'm gonna go to sleep now , have to collect my pay tomorrow to buy this girl some stuff . love you sweety <3

-love
your boyfriend :)

Tear my heart out.

2011-12-04T18:35:00.001+08:00

So, i've pretty much been in church th whole day the last 2 days. Yesterday i had to facil in advent camp! So met th guys at 7am for mass, then went for breakfast tgt :) we had, 8 kids in th group with me and Nicholas. They're pretty adorable, but th twins were havoc. Hahaha, yes we had british mixed aussie twins. Th little boy with th nice eyes in th picture is noah! and th two girls are imogen and carina. One mexican and one scottish. They're sooooooo adorable. Imogen was like clinging on t me. SO TOUCHED HAHAH. ok, anyway, th camp was pretty awesome. :) i kinda enjoyed it. Today, bathed sunday this morning! went for 12PM mass, lunch with mummy, then went back t church to help out with the christmas pageant. We had to control th kids again.. But they're sooo cute omg. So cheeky! I think St ignatius has a great great community :) Catholics ftw HAHAHA. ok, anyway, my dad hasnt booked my fucking tickets to europe. Chances we're going back is like.... :( but oh well. We'll be going back next year! I pray i can stay there for at least 1 month. ok, nvm stil long. Anyway, guilia's back from germany! and she's coming over for dinner now :) so yeah. eh brendan, you fucking flirt. i hate you LOL. see ya tmrw ;)

Im a victim of my own mind.

2011-12-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

Aren't they adorable? I would NEVER ask for any other niece and nephew EVER. Everything they say and do, their adorable smiles, just lights up my life, even for just that split second. They're amazing. :)

Anyway, met brendan, went home with him, watched 90210 :) back home for dinner, mummy got BLT sandwhich. She's off at some wedding dinner now. And i'm alone at home with sunday :(

I don't know why i can never be satisfied with my life, even if i can say i have almost everything i need. But there's always that missing piece. And i know exactly what that piece is. But, i cannot possibly have everything. So, i have t live with it. Right? I'm tired of people walking into my life, stepping all over, and then just walking out on me like nothing ever happened. I'm always going t get replaced in the end. Always. I will never be good enough, because eventually someone will always find someone better, and leave me there like some little lost girl.

But but but, im thankful for everything i have now as well. :) adriana, see this? be honoured bitch. Please come back ASAP. And brendan, i know i am stubborn, selfish, and i have a fucked up attitude but i will always love you. always :) and James i love you so much! Bet you won't see this, but you're one of th reasons i've lived through the past 15 years of my life. Growing up together with you, probably the best thing thats happened. 9 months a part only eh! and everything you've been through, im glad to play an important role in your life as well. And and and joshua, i'm so happy you're out. 2 years has been hell. I'm glad you're always there with korkor being overprotective bastards, but at least i know im safe with you guys! :) i remember when i was a baby, mummy told me you couldn't stop kissing me hahahahaha. ok, i love you!

ALICIA YOU'RE EXPECTING THIS EH. BITCH. purposely sia. This is sooooo sec 1 la omg. but anyway, we were besfriends in sec 1. Shit happened, but we made it through, EVERY time. Fate hahahaha. You always make me laugh like mad. crazy kbox, dancing and shouting like mad, and everything else. and our halloween tradition! but yes, thank you for sticking by ok! :) sweetest lover. LOL fuck this shit HAHA. we were even supposed to run away tgt eh. Like a romantic love story hahahaha. ok you're awesome :) i love you :) see ya on wednesday!

I have no idea why i did this, but what the heck. Im going to sleep now, i've got t facil in church camp tmrw for kids, and i have t be up by 6!

scars.

2011-11-30T21:53:00.003+08:00

Met james and julienne and nex yesterday. Starbucks, then cabbed t jj's place. Dinner. Siti's nasi lemak, damn nice omg. watched black swan. And i was going through james' song in his mac. And i came across a recording of his project from 2 years ago. In chinese. I played it and julienne was like: no shit man. And then we started laughing like witches. i swear. Anyway got up at 10 plus today. Breakfast, lunch. Watched a movie at home with julienne. :) and godpa's back from korea, for 4 days only. hehe. grandmas for dinner. Jonas and jermaine make me smile at everything they do. :)

My life sucks, because everything just crashes down at the same fucking time. Always. Everyone's gonna leave eventually. it ALWAYS happens like this. i'm sick and tired of th same shit repeating over and over again. ok nvm, i should stop complaining.. i dont even know wtf i should do. I want to scream my lungs out. fuck my life.

And, i love you more than you think i do ok..

Gotta be you.

2011-11-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

So yesterday i went to church in th morning. Meeting, mass. Home, bathed sunday. He smells awesome now. Hehehe. Went to raffles town club with belle and our mums. Swam for 5 minutes, sauna for 5 minutes. Retarded much. Dinner there, and we both played 5 rounds of bowling. I swear my fingers hurt like mad. But anyway, it was awesome. Screaming like mad when we got a strike/spare. Hahahaha.

Met lionel and brendan at cine today! Caught breaking dawn. I want to be like bella and edward. Sooooo perfect. Okay anyway, pastamania, 313, home :) Oh yes, im super unlucky today. I dropped my ezlink card into th swimming pool. :( so i had to go swimming to get it out. And there was a freaking cockroach in th shower. I screamed like mad. hahahah.

I've got tuition tmrw! Gonna head t Nex after that to meet julienne and jj. :) Staying over at his place tmrw. Woohoo.

So my godbrothers have cancelled their trip here to singapore and are heading to london instead. Dammmmmmmm. i kinda miss em.. oh well. :(

through it all.

2011-11-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

This week's been super busy busy busy. My room's on th way to being completed. :) im in love with how it looks now! baby pink walls and only white furniture. yay!

Okay anyway, thursday th girls came over! Kat come over to cook with me. I swear she cooks th most fattening food. She dumps cheese and a whole chunk of butter into her mushroom soup. how does she stay so skinny omg. ok anyway noelle and chantal came for lunch, and we went swimming. I was tanning most of th time.. anyway, they left around 6! aunty susan fetched me and mummy over to her place for dinner. Stayed over at isabelle's while our mummies went to some club to dance HAHA yes, damn cute. watched my name is khan. Best movie ever. Waterworks for me... hahahah, watched blue crush 2, and no strings attached. Went for my doctors appointment th next afternoon, church, oh yeah, i went to church alone and sat there and prayed, HAHA. it was damn quiet. i could hear th fountain. ahhhhh so love being a catholic. HAHA. grandmas house, and home with my cousin! He stayed over at my place and i forced him to watch my name is khan! Tuition this morning with him, lunch at th swiss club, home, ikea, home. I've been fixing up my room since!

I've got church tmrw morning! I can't wait for mass. I miss mass. :( Anyway, 2 days ago, my dad came back from malaysia and told me, aunty fe isn't in england, she's flown to greece, we'll go there in 2 weeks or so. ahahaha my dad's super last minute. haven't even booked our tickets yet! But yes, my whole family is there now, so we're gonna visit! That's probably th advanatges of having your family scattered all over. anyw, hopefully we'll have th time to go to spain or turkey.. It's super rush though! But anyway, its not confirmed since we havent booked our tickets. I hope hope hope we can gooooooo. That means i've gone to europe twice in a year. dammm i freaking need to save money. And my mum's not gonna come with us. So im going to buy her shitloads of stuff. HAHAHA. okay, i should stop ranting about europe..

I think my mum is amazing :) after everything she's been through. She's fucking amazing. I'm lucky to have my family around me. I wouldn't ask for any other cousins. And i'm lucky to have brendan here 24/7 :) :* (bitch you're expecting something longer? LIVE WITH IT LOL)

Okay why th fuck am i getting so sentimental HAHA I NEED TO SLEEP SO I CAN GET UP FOR CHURCH. GOODNIGHT.

judgement kills.

2011-11-23T21:11:00.004+08:00

I spent an hour watching one direction vids today. I have major issues.. :( I can't help it. I want to get their album ASAP. Oh zaynnnnnnnnn.. WHO WANTS T GET ME THEIR ALBUM HUH HAHA. oh well.. i love you 1D.. fuck kpop. one direction is th sex. HAHAHA. ok, i should stop fantasizing. :) brendan still best. ;) Wooooooohooooo.

Anyway met adriana at holland yestd. Starbucks, wendy's. This bitch nearly stripped me. She stepped on my maxi dress and it ALMOST dropped. but we ended up laughing instead. HAHA. went to jelita and i borrowed season 5 of how i met your mother. she came over, played with sunday and lefttt. Have fun in bangkok baby!

Woke up for my morning swim today! Met brendan, hougang, and cabbed to holland after that. I cooked for my mummy today. Italian olive oil pasta with chilli and chicken. IT WAS GOOD OK. My mum says it was super. :') so happy HAHA.

okay, so noelle kat and chantal are coming over tmrw! :) gonna stayover at isabelles tmrw as well. cause our mummies are going 'clubbing'. yes, so cute right. hahahah. ok, i want my dad t come back asap. I hope he doesnt have t go to africa so we can go t europe.... :( aiyoyo, so many things i wanna do. and, am i the only one that hasn't started studying?! :( ahhhhhhhh. ok, gonna watch how i met your mother with my mum now! :) hehehe.

2011-11-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

Dear brendan,

What do you want from me? HAHA. FUCK LA. I HATE YOU.

see you on wednesday. I know you miss me too much. HAHAHA.

WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Ok, i love you bitch. gunai.

things were simpler when i was younger.

2011-11-21T22:34:00.005+08:00

Sooooo, i've been busy busy busy! Saturday had dinner with my mummy and the oldies at a japanese buffet, hehe, even though they're 50 plus, i still laugh like mad with them. Especially aunty susan. They wanted to go t china for holiday and spa and stuff, then she said there are a lot of pickpockets around. And uncle alan was like carry your money and put some in each pocket. And she said: put in lower body later people chop off half body and run, put everywhere, people take whole body and run. Ok nvm maybe you dont get it, but i laughed like mad at her actions. Hahahaha.

Sunday went for dinner with isabelle while our mums went for their own dinner. We went to Donna Carmela. Its a family italian restaurant. And we walked there in like 4 inch heels. Not bad eh. We had, gnocchi pasta, salame pizza, fresh and warm tiramissu, and profiterroles. Amazing. I ate soooooo much. Just for dinner, fifty bucks gone.. Each.. Oh well. Th food was amazing. I love love th starter, olive oil, ciabatta, salt. Mmmhmm. I miss that soooooo much.. :( Traditional food is always best. Back t izzie's place, TV etc, home ard 11!

Today, haji lane with Alicia. All we got there was a 3.50 cupcake. Hahahah. Back t town. Bumped into xuwei in cine :) WHY EDITORS MARKET NO MORE. WTF MAN. :( ok, nvm... Walked around, home with alicia and she had dinner here. Sunday is adorable. Heheheh, i love you boy.

Anyway, im so anxious for my dad t get back from malaysia, cause i wanna check if he's going t england next month. If he is, i'll tag along and beg him for paris. HAHA. Ok, i shouldn't get too excited over this, cause th chances are, 45%? Oh well. Plus i already went back in june.. I should be saving money. But wtf O's next year, i want t enjoy my life now. I wanna visit aunty Fe in doncaster. Ok i can't have everything! FUCK O'S NEXT YEAR.

I want to be skinny. I want to starve, but i can't because i'm such a pig. Ahaha. But yes, im depressed over my weight. No idea why. But yeah. I swear, seeing skinny girls, just brings your self esteem down tremendously. Knowing you're not accepted in this fucked up society, like how skinny and tan girls are. It makes you feel like crap. Literally. What to do.. what to do..

Hello brendan, dont emo nemo. love you ok. :* i know you miss me ;)

man down.

2011-11-18T10:35:00.003+08:00

Ok, so celebrated my sweethearts 15th birthday on tuesday. Hope you've had an awesome one babe. I love youuuuu! :* you better like th book i made for you!

Anyway, on wednesday JJ came over at night t stay over. woohoo. We did covers over and over again. I love love love singing with him. He has a voice of an angel, i swear. Slept at 1230, but then we stayed up for 2 hours talking while lying down. Oh yes, and went t his confi on saturday. His solo for responsial hymn during mass was beautiful :) Stayed behind after his confi and watched him play with his band! Handsome boy. HAHA. so proud of him.

Ok, anyway, sunday had his first bath at home! I panicked because i took him out of th shower and he ran away and i was chasing him around th whole house. HAHA, and he was sliding around everywhere cause his paws were wet. Sooooo cute. Hmm, met adriana in town. Twinnies for th day. Same shirt, same shoes, same shorts. awesome much. Everyone was like : eh twins ah? or: ta men zai couple wear. Adriana was like -.- HAHAHAH. Topshop, bought shirt and undies. I spent 1K at topshop this year. AMAZING. Need t stop spending so much omg. Oh yeah, we were such bitches yesterday. Stalker much ;) HAHA. Ok, gonna meet brendan soooooooon. Dinner at James place today :) woohoo.

2011-11-13T07:09:00.002+08:00

Haven't been meeting this little bitch much recently . But luckily i'm able to spend time with her on her birthday , that stupid stoned face when i appeared :x i miss you girl , quitting my job soon . Come out with me more okay ? Definitely sleeping like a pig now . Four months , long way t go . But i'm making you my wife for sure ;)

love ~
your boyfriend ;)

Dirty dancing in the moonlight.

2011-11-10T15:59:00.006+08:00

My little sunday!

Sooooooo, on tuesday, delphine mahirah leona adriana came over.

Brought sunday for his grooming. Freaking 3 hours. :( But nvm, he's such a handsome boy now. :) went t town with th girls. Bumped into anthea, after like 1 year. Hahaha. Kbox at cine. And then th sweetest thing happened. Brendan and douglas came in suddenly holding a cake. HAHAHA SWEET MUCH. THIS BITCH STILL TELL ME HE WAS AT WORK. LIKE WTF MAN. I was damn shocked LOL. Everyone like ignore me th whole day somemore. BITCH PLEASE. Hahaha. But thank you for your presents, and th sweet 'booklet' you guys made. :) I love you babes. And thank you brendan for th cake, i know you're a broke boy now. Hahaha nvm pay days coming. I love you :) Dinner at fosters with my parents! :) daddy taught me how t taste good wine. HAHA.

But anyway, i couldn't have asked for a better present than sunday. Yes, 9 years of waiting. CAN YOU IMAGINE? and its amazing how you fall in love with a little dog just after one day. He's like a little child! Sucha cutie :*

Ok, skipped school yesterday and JJ came over in th morning, holland for lunch etc, home, then down t gleneagles hospital. Went t see Dr Goh, and my lungs is about 3 times worse than before.. I have t take 4 tablets everyday now. My life sucks. Oh well, anyw, celebrated mine and josh's birthday tgt at grannys :) Then they came over t see sunday!

Happy birthday joshua. :) After 2 years, we can finally celebrate our birthdays together! Thank you for always taking such good care of me and stuff. :) please dont do anything dumb again. ITS ENOUGH. Love you cousin. :)

Sunday.

2011-11-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

Welcome t th family sunday schmalfuss. HAHAH.

So, today i went t th pet shop/poodle breeder at tanjong katong with aunty cindy and a few friends and mummy! We went t take a look at sunday. After 5 mins, my mum was like, ok i pay now. HAHAHAH! His colour is damn sweet, and his tempermant is perfect. But, he's already 6 months, so he's pretty big. But he's adorable. I love watching him run. His ears will flop up and down, and he hops like a little lamb! Hahahah! I brought him for his first walk today with 2 other schnauzers, and he keeps trying t fit in HAHAHA, sucha loser my puppy :x

Okay, thank you mummy, best birthday present ever :*

Expectations.

2011-11-06T13:14:00.007+08:00

Jocks and cheerleaders!

Photo spam wooohooooo. Okay anyway, past few days have been super hectic! On friday after school, cabbed t adrianas house, then walked t coro t get our cupcake ingredients. Then cabbed again back t my place.. Yes, i know, adriana has issues, she's forever: eh take cab ley, 1 dollar more only, no diff. :( Hahah, okay anyway, baked our chocolate cupcakes! Luckily, they turned out quite satisfying. Hehehe. Painted our nails, pink and purple Yay. Hahaha, ok then we decided t have a sleepover. Damn random. So, me and leona were gonna sleepover at adriana's! We went t namly, t check out if there we any poodle pups, but noooo they didn't :( bus-ed t adrianas, leona went home while me and adriana bought chips and stuff. Back t adrianas, bathed etc then leona came. Ard 8? Mrt-ed t holland, crystal jade for dinner! I love th noodles there. Yummyyyy. walked around, then Mrt-ed back home ard 11. We were mad people in th Mrt station, adriana was skipping everywhere. HAHAH. We're damn retarded because we always run past banglahs. safety precautions HAHAH. Back t adrianas, watched PA3, but leona too humji, so we watched youtube vids instead and laughed like fk at retards doing covers. I think i laugh t most when im with them. Seriously. I still have t pause for breath when i laugh with them. HAHAH. Slept ard 3? I was th last one t fall asleep, first one t wake up. Yay. Okay, woke up ard 12? Went for lunch at adam road food centre. We 3 people, ordered 6 dishes. Awesome right. We couldn't finish everything though! We ordered fried kway teow, and leona said: is this cum? HAHAHAHA SHE MEANT HUM or however you spell it. RETARDED GIRL LOL. Then cabbed back t my place, went swimming with adriana! They went back home t bathe etc. Ard 530 went t meet them again HAHA. Church tgt, they went back and i went for church dinner :)

Spent almost 2 whole days with them. Awesome much. :) So much laughter ;) Hehehe. Love you guys! :*

Okay, church dinner was pretty aswesome. We all dressed up as highschool stereotypes. I was a cheerleader. I think.. Haha th guys came as, skater boys, pyjama boy, misfits etc. There were even hippies and they brought their ukelele. DAMN CUTE. Some guys even came in boxers. It really felt like a highschool prom or smth! LIKEA COOL ONLY. k, played games, limbo etc hahaha. Ended ard 11 or smth? Car pooled home with maddie and kat! Sat by th pool with kat awhileeee. Ok i love DVC youth community. I wouldnt wanna be anything else other than a catholic. (Y) HAHA.

Ok, jonas and jermaine are at my place now, im damn hungry, but i wanna nap. This post is damn long omg. Oh yeah, i havent met brendan in like 643876583 years. Sad life. :(

So lost without you.

2011-11-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

I miss my cousins. I miss jonas and jermaine.

Anyway, lunch at din tai fung with ms ho today and adriana leona delphine. Laughing ever so hard with them. Screaming in th lift, riding roller coaster in th car. Hahaha ms ho's damn nice! Im damn lazy t update. Im an emotional mess now. :( Ok, byebyeeee. I miss brendan. :(

Halloween!

2011-11-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

Soooooo, halloween this year was pretty awesome! Satisfied with my treats, Hehehe. Monday went t holland with gin t get our blood and stuff. HAHA. Then bused home t get ready! Alicia came over, then got dressed, met everyone at th pool, then walked t namly. Namly damn fail. NO MORE ANG MOHS THERE SERIOUSLY, LIKE WTF MAN! :( damn little candy there. So, we walked down t lim tai see. WE COLLECTED DAMN A LOT THERE. HAHAHA, like almost every other house there! Cool right. We walked for 4 hours ya know! Then went back t namly and went t xuwei's house! AWESOME HALLOWEEN! ;)

Hougang with brendan yesterday! :) I like complaining t him, cause he can entertain me and he's forever on my side HAHA SO SWEET RIGHT. :*

Ok, so school today, funnnnn. Woodlans, republic poly with ms riza, adriana leona delphine. We're a freaking public nuisance. Like everyone stares at us on th MRT. Hahahaha. Went for briefing, Long john with them, trained t church. Laughed like fk on th train. HAHAHA. I couldn't breathe, literally. Ok, i wanna sleep now! lunch with ms ho tmrw and my seaweed partner and 2 more retards. Hahahaha.

2011-10-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

Watch paranormal activity 3 today with this bitch , so scared still want watch . tsk tsk . Haven't been spending much time with her this week , next weeks gonna be th same . Gotta work to get this kid a birthday present . She just got home from dinner , almost got scolding from her parents but lucky she had a little brain to come up with a lie . so i've updated , happy ? :) by the way ... wheres toby .. ? :x

Smoke weed.

2011-10-27T10:46:00.003+08:00

Thats my godbrother. Hehehe so cute right. I think we were childhood lovers. HAHA. So happy they're coming t singapore next month! :) finally get t meet them after like 3 years.

I dont know where t go this year.. :( Korea, bangkok, bintan or just stay in singapore. LOL. Feel like going t korea t visit godpa. Cause they'll have a mountain cabin. Sounds pretty cool eh! So sad he's gone there t work for 2 fucking years! :( But if i go t korea, it'll be 3 weeks. And i dont feel like going away for so long! And bangkok is flooded. NO SHOPPING FOR ME AND BELLE BELLE. :( hopefully in december it'll be better. And if th timing and stuff is right, i probably can go t bintan with th godbro's. K but no other place in world can beat europe. :*

I've been persuading james t move in with me when godma goes t korea as well. Unfortunately, we both have school. But i hope he'll stay here every friday!

Okay im just updating cause i've got nothing better to do. Hehehe. Meet th parents session this morning, i did like crap.. okay, nvm! Brendans sleeping nowwwww and im damn bored. :( hmph.

I can search for all eternity lord, and find there is none like you.

2011-10-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

James and his retarded smile.

My parents probably 20 years ago. Hahaha papa so handsome tsktsktsk. Happy belated birthday papa! I love you :*

Okay yesterday, skipped D&T. Hahaha, sat at th canteen with leona and adriana talking t ms ho. She gave us a lecture on boys. 'if a guy ever starts scolding you vulgarities, leave him' I like (Y) She's an awesome teacher :) She drove me and leona t king albert park, and homed from there!

Today, lunch at ang mo kio, ikea, then down t cousins. I woke jonas and jermaine up. Hahahaha. I was too bored. But anyway, i loveeeeeeee it when they wake up and give you hugs. :') Dinner there. Guitar and covers with James! :) Im in love with janice and sonia. I want their voices. So damn beautiful :( but oh well. Okay, gonna collect my report book tmrw! Hope i dont get F-ed! hahah gonna celebrate ms riza's birthday tmrw as well! :) And today's brendan first day at work HAHAHA. Please stop playing mahjong you mo-fo! okay time for x factor! :)

Rolling in the deep.

2011-10-24T20:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO YELLOW WELLOW. ^^

Shit idk how t start writing HAHAHA, okay but anyway town with alicia on saturday! :) she got boots. And she kept going 'YAY'. hahaha, i got a nebula pullover from editors market. Which means, i.am.broke. :( But anyway im satisfied with it. Even though brendan says it's like some ahma thingy. But it's okay. He ain't got no taste. HAHAHA. Scape with brendan alicia douglas! Home with Alicia and dinner here. ;)

Church, then town with adriana and leona yesterday! Din tai fung for lunch. I think i eat wayyyyy too much.. :( 313, got 2 tops. hehe. Me and adriana got like th same stuff! Heheh. WE TOOK NEO PRINTS. FREAKING RETARDED BUT YEAH. It's damn fun ok. :) Artease, first time trying it. Yeah, imma noob. Nex t meet my mum, dinner at seletar with family :)

Today, school ended at 1230. And yay brendan fetched me from th gate today. HAHA. Hougang, then went t get his stuff at hougang mall? :o Something stupid happened at th Mrt and it's damn funny wtf. And this boy couldn't stop singing today. Like non stop. LITERALLY! He has issues! He's like some happy small kid today. Hahahahahaha. I love you!

2011-10-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

THIS PICTURE IS TH FREAKING BEST SERIOUSLY. ain't my darlings th cutest babies ever? Dammmm i miss it when they were like just a few months old. Carrying them t sleep and everything, so much easier. hahaha. But they're cuter now, and its fun t disturb them. And its probably th best feeling when they say 'i love you' :)

Okay, anyway yesterday went t adriana's house with leona. Watched ju-on. major regret.. :( Hahaha, we were freaked out but adriana was laughing practically all th way and asking us where's your balls. :( hahahahaha.

Hougang with brendan today :) Didn't get t watch any movies. :( But anyway, this boy so good, he bought chicken rice for me while i stayed home cause i was hungry and there was no mac. so sweet right. HAHA. ;) imma lucky girl. hehehe. And he's damn retarded cause he starts laughing for no reason! Trained t town with him and i met my mum. i love youuuuuuu. ;)

Okay town with alicia, sherwin brendan and co tmrw i think! Sunday town with adriana and leona. Yay exciting.

2011-10-19T23:14:00.001+08:00

Sweet dreams babygirl , i love you .

Going back t th start.

2011-10-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

So, sunday was confirmation! It was like preparing for some wedding. Hahaha, super exciting. We're done with our 3rd catholic sacrament. Yay! I love love love my name now. Caroline elisa. HAHA. But im damn pissed i cant change my name on fb cause i've reached th maximum already :( I'll have t create a whole new account just to add elisa in :( Which is way too troublesome! So i guess i'll have t live with it! I love confi. hehehe. ok, after confi i came home t open all my presents and letters. sooooo sweet from everyone :') godma even handmade a rosary for me. Sweet much. And my godparents bought a crucifix for me! hehehe. Ok anyway, had dinner at swiss club with parents and friends. Buffet! I had like 2 cups of movenpick ice cream :( so sinful.

Yesterday anchorpoint with brendan charlotte and ryan. Home and had some stupid workout with angel Hahahahah. We were like screaming like mad at home cause we were so tired from our workout! And we ended up jumping into th pool after.

Todays lesson, total crap. Blowing bubbles in class, playing heart attack. Like primary one kids. And we wanted to sing some stupid song when th bell rang, like high school musical. I laughed like mad. wtf hahahahah. Lunch time we went t ask mr tan if we can pon his lesson. super retarded. But he said ok, if he dont say, we dont say, nobody will know. After all he doesnt have anything t teach us! So me adriana and leona left school while everyone else was having lessons. Hahahahahha! We went t town, topshop, starbucks, artease, best fries forever.

I have tuition in an hour :( life sucks. I dont want next year t come. I've been listening t coldplay's the scientist th whole time. I love that song. But its like super old. Okay, whatever.

I watched th little china girl getting knocked down video. I started crying. K damn dumb. But wtf how can people just walk pass a little girl lying on th road? These motherfuckers need t learn. Seriously, this shows how much a person's life is actually 'valued' in china. Where people can walk pass a 2 year old girl lying on th road. Wtf. Filthy minds people have.

I want t get my poodle. I really really want to. Never wanted something so badly for 9 years :( Oh well..

Hello idiot! I'm bored and you're lazy t come online. you suck hardcore! :(

Nobody said it was easy.

2011-10-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

Don’t eat, you’re gonna get fatter. Don’t talk, you’re making yourself look fucking stupid. Don’t laugh, it’s annoying as fuck. Don’t try making a connection with him, you’re becoming more pathetic with each attempt. Don’t hold on, you’re going to fucking let go sooner or later anyways. Don’t expect someone to make an effort with you, you’re just gonna let yourself down again. Don’t try, whats the fucking point? Don’t cry, you’re fucking weak. Don’t feel anything anymore, numbness is all you fucking know now. Don’t hope for freedom, these chains are never going to be cut loose. Ever. Don’t even breathe; it’s fucking pointless. -tumblr.

Okay i saw this on tumblr. Fucking true. can't stop reading it. Fucking pointless. fucking pathetic. yay me. okay i dont know wtf im thinking.

2011-10-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Stupid pig have to go school tomorrow ~~ HAHAHA see you tomorrow , hope i can make it :x haha , sorry for spoiling your mood everytime :( i love you alright ! and i promise to be a better boyf k !! sweet dreams darling .

Without you, happpiness cannot be found in me.

2011-10-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

K i know th pic damn unglam, but whatever. Im watching x factor now. So exciting. ahahahah. Okay anyway, caught dream house with brendan yesterday at vivo! th music in th movie makes it freaky.. hahaha. Met alicia and eric for dinner at thai express after that! Cold rock for ice cream then alicia came over. I finally got t have my chat with her. like FINALLY. i think it's pretty cool we used t always argue, but still managed t stay this close. :) yay. hehehe. today, i got back almost half my results. Fucking demoralizing. Seriously. Study also fail, what's th freaking point.. First time in my life im so pissed over my results. When i got like last in class last time i could laugh like mad over it. HAHA. Okay, but now its completely different.. oh well. O's next year, need to really buck up. :( I hate this. I think i'll really have no life next year. Study study study :( Everything here is so academic. I can just die.. omg. WHY IS EVERYTHING ON RESULTS. :( okay whatever, in th end when we die our results will be just a piece of paper LOL.

Purmei then hougang with brendan today. :) oi you better smile everytime you see me. you promised today. idc. :) hehehe. i think you're sleeping now. time for me t sleep too! GUNAI.

2011-10-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

Sleeping like a pig , as usual ! Happy third sweetie , your one paragraph abit long hor :x heh . 3 months seems kinda short but who cares , it'll just keep going up :) We've been meeting each other damn little for the past month but its okay :) we'll stay strong . I wont be in school anymore next year but it won't make a difference , theres only you in my mind :) I'll still be there when you call for me . I promise i'll cherish and love you forever babe . I love you :)

love,
your boyf ! :)

Forever can never be long enough.

2011-10-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

Best buds LOL

See th ang-moh looking man. My daddy when he was SO much younger HAHAHA. with my mums family, and im like in her tummy here! I like this picture cause everyone looks so happy. Okayyyyyyy, so i was like looking through old photos today with mummy. Good times. Hmmmm, i was supposed t watch dolphin tale with brendan today. But fuck you cramps, _|_ i didnt wanna get out of th house th whole afternoon in th end :( hehehe.

Just went t plaza sing for din din with mummyyyyy. She has issues with my bratwurst.. :(

I want to ride horses again. Like seriously. Imagine my grandparents were still alive, i'd probably go t germany every summer t visit them for like 1 month plus.. That's life. Nothing beats th lifestyle there. :( can't wait to go back next year and fucking travel europe. Esp paris and rome ohmygod. Okay i need to shut up. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Okay happy 3rd brendan poh. HAHA. Im supposed t write one paragraph, but... im lazy ley how. hehehehehe. i know our number damn pathetic. yay us. hahahaha. But anyway, i love you just as much. ;) i hate you for leaving me all alone in queenstown. like's gonna suck without you in school even though you're not there most of th time.. HAHA. HAPPY NOW?!?!?! time for me t sleep. happy doing your cso tmrw. :) good practice! love you!!

We live by faith and not by sight.

2011-10-09T20:36:00.005+08:00

LOVE THIS PICTURE.

Okay i bet todays post gonna be ultra long. hahaha. hmmm anyway, saturday church th whole time from 12-5. Had reflection session for 3 hours. Super intense. I think most of us cried during th session. damn deep. Th guys even started shouting and stuff. Mad, but yeah, we were supposed t prove our love for god, and th facils acted as voices of satan. It was just a play la. Then we all got damn pissed and started swearing and shouting at them. They kept saying, he's in our hearts etc etc. Something i'll never forget. I cried like mad. HAHAH. I am super sure he was there. SUPER SUPER SURE. Okay, then th facils said there are only 5% catholics in singapore, then alll th guys started shouting again. hahahaha. They kept saying 'we're a family'. So so so sweet. :) After th session we went around hugging everyone. I love th hugs you get from th people in church. Adore them. Okay, so next week is already confirmation. Th third step of life in th seven sacraments for us catholics. Baptism, communion, and now confirmation, and th next step, marriage and all th others! So, i promised myself t pray th novena prayer everyday until confi! I must must must do it. :) anyway, so i went for th first mass in th new roman missal this morning. SO WEIRD. i kept saying th wrong things cause i was so used t th old way. :( and there's no singing for th gloria and lamb of god stuff anymore. :( damn sad. Gloria was my favourite song in th whole mass :( AHHHHHHH, okay but nvm , i'll have t live with it! Gotta get used t it too.

Okay, so after that godma came down for th rehearsal in church! Went over t her house for her party. Super a lot of people. So happy t see James' side of th cousins, FINALLY. I dont see them as often as th rest! So, we started web-camming like retards and laughing like shit at th stupid pictures. Hahaha and this bitch julienne forever showing off her belly piercing t me. :( I always run away or close my eyes when i see it. HAHAH. and jesselle's even cuter, forever hugging me. ;) so sweet. Hehehe. Love love love them all. And me and julienne and james gonna stay at james' place after her O's. Exciting max. Can't wait t spend time with my god siblings after so long! K so D&T tmrw, i dont even know what im supposed t do! haha ahhhhhhhhh whateverrrrrrr. Can't wait for exams to be OVER. omg. I think i have too many girls on my tumblr dashboard that make my self esteem go missing just like that. Okay nvm, imma work on it after th exams. I got a dress today. I saw it on tumblr, and i came across it today and got it. HAHA. Super tight fitting. Dream=fit in it just like th tumblr girls. MUST MUST MUST. omg hahah. okay, time t sleep now. See ya tmrw morning pineapple boy! ;)

Catching snowflakes.

2011-10-07T19:26:00.004+08:00

I should really stop this crazy one direction shit. But i can't help it wtf. i have major issues. Zayn and louis esp. Should have never started watching their video diaries.. Okay i need to shut up. hahahaha.

I have my eyes on the freaking balenciaga part time. If only i had money with no freaking limits. OH WELL.
okay so i finally got t spend my day with my favourite boy today HAHAHA. After 2 weeks of hell. Thanks to exams and stuff! :( I was pretty shocked when he said he was waiting for me at dawson after my paper. I THOUGHT HE WOULDN'T WAKE UP, :x but yay he did :') Hougang, and this idiot managed t sit through charlie st cloud with me without falling asleep. Achievement. Hahahah. Okay that movie is damn nice. Like srsly. And, brendans cat has major issues with me. She hates me like mad. wth. Hahahahah.

Anyway, church practically th whole day tmrw. Got some retreat or reflection or whatever. I need to start praying more again srsly. Dont wanna grow any further. Oh well. Godmas birthday party tmrw night as well. yayyy. Ok, im having some super irritating flu now. pissing me off. Gonna have my milo and watch x-factor now! And i came across my favourite show on tumblr, from when i was 3. Dragon tales. I went t watch th theme song and i couldn't help smiling t myself. Retarded much, but those were happy days. hehehe. I want to stop speaking singlish. HAHA. I want to have a pet lion, maybe a dolphin, or even a wolf.

K X FACTOR STARTING ALREADY. BYEBYE, GUNAI.

2011-10-06T01:46:00.002+08:00

Th stupid girls asleep now ! Everyday study , even her mum asked her to stop and its been almost 2 weeks since we last went out together :/ gonna meet her later in th morning ! love you babe :)

been here all along.

2011-10-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

Kkkkkkkk, i should probably be mugging now, but fuck this shit.

So anyway i brought rex and bruno home today. so sad! :( im gonna miss them.. even if they're mad dogs who bite random people hahahah. i swear th feeling when they wag their tails and run t me, best (Y) HAHAHA. and thanks to bruno he scracthed my hand, cause he jumped all over me! mad boy!

So brought them home, and th maid so cute forget to close th gate! -.- went home and fed them and then rex ran out of th house, out of th gate, and bruno ran with him. me and aunty cindy and th maid were like OI COME BACK REX BRUNO COME BACK. LOL. and we ran out without shoes chasing after them. super drama i swear. we ran like mad after them! then i dont know why they both suddenly ran back t us. hahahaha. my heart beat like mad omg. damn sad when we drove off and seeing them both look at us leave..

It sucks getting attached to something and then having to leave it just like that..

okay, so i have church tomorrow. last lesson in cat class before confirmation. so sad ;') gonna miss everyone so much! we're all ready t head into th next step in our catholic lives i guess. like how they say, after this we're on our own.

seeing girls on tumblr, damn i can go into depression.. hahaha okay need to stop this shit.

I love you yang yang. :)

You can't have th best of everything can you?

2011-09-29T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hehehe rex and bruno so cute right! :) I WANT TO KEEP THEM BOTH SIA. :( k anyway, idk wth happened t these 2 mad dogs today, but they almost attacked my neighbours kids, and i panicked like fk and pulled damn hard on bruno. i freaked out cause i thought he was gonna bite me or th kids. HAHAHA. naughty boysssss. esp bruno. aunty cindy says they're quite aggresive, but idk why idgaf. LOL. and its damn fun t disturb them. HAHA. I taught rex how t shake hands today. HAHA. I cannot take it, i want t get a fucking dog. srsly :(

KKKKKKKKK, EOY's have started already, so not prepared.. :( and i dont know what im still doing on the computer. hahahah. Need to start mugging.. :( :( :(

and wtf tumblr girls make me have no self esteem at all.. seriously. oh well. need to work out after exams with angel! my workout partner who makes me eat more then anything instead HAHAHA. kkz, time for bed soon. soooooooo sleepy :(

And Hello idiot, please come to school tmrw. tyvm!

Kyrie eleison, christe eleison.

2011-09-27T19:16:00.005+08:00

My freaking Internet is down. :( but anyway, it's exam period. Totally unprepared. Oh well.
I can't remember what I've been doing th past few days. HAHA. Oh yeah Adriana and leona 'fetched' me home from school today. SO SWEET HAHAHAHA. I think we were retarded on th bus especially adriana. Making stupid owl noises on th bus. No idea why but they NEVER fail t make me laugh like mad until my tummy hurts. BE TOUCHED BITCHES :* we were disturbing people in th canteen asking them for their ez-link cards t enter. HAHAH. Okayyyyy I'll do a proper update after exams. Hehe. So troublesome typin with my phone! And yes I've been Saving up like crazy th past few days. Yay. Anyway my uncle in londons passed away.. Sucks having my dads family scattered all over th world! So hard to meet everyone! Hehe k I miss my godbrothers cause I came across a picture of us th other day when we were younger. I rmb we were uber close in th German school. HAHA. WHY TH HELL MUST EVERYONE MIGRATE. SO UNFAIR. cannot wait to work and make my own money and travel! K TIME TO STUDY. AND FUCK YOU BRENDAN POH IM NOT A DOG ON TH STREET YOU IDIOT! :( hehe :*
Oh yes happy birthday t my oldest cousin Joel! ;) forever treating me like a baby and pampering me. HAHAHA. and teaching me crazy shit. 27 already and still tellin me stupid stuff. Tsktsktsk. Take care of my darlings hor. You're th daddy!

:(

2011-09-26T10:32:00.003+08:00

Sorry bi , seems like i can't stop showing you this fucked up attitude of mine . I'll try harder to stop alright ?

love - Your boyfriend ;)

Stupidddddddddddddddddddd

2011-09-21T08:13:00.004+08:00

I'm a little spoilt princess dog who eat pickles all day and dream about branded stuff ! I love dogs as i'm one of them and i always make my boyf pick up my shit on streets , i love my boyf alot :) and he loves me alot too :) I'm dumb .

Getting your hopes up, for nothing.

2011-09-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

kkkkkkkkkkk, thats rufus and scrubs. Sooooo cute. I can't wait t get my own little one.. :( so saddening omg.

Anyway, yesterday was not a good day for me. And so my cousin took half day from work and came t fetch me from school! :) so sweet sia. hahahahaha. He brought me for lunch at subway cause i was broke, literally :( anyway, called his friend and he drove down t tiong and fetched me home. hehehe. Oh yeah, i forced josh t come home with me, in case my mum would start scolding me, so he could protect me. HAHAHA. drove home, gave him th birks mummy got fr him and huizhen! :) It's been really nice th past month since he's been out. I never really expected us t become this close again so fast after 2 years. Or maybe even closer now. yay. heheh, so had beef fondue for dinner last night with my parents friends. yummyyyyyyyy! Oh ya, D&t today was a total joke with leona! hahah!

Anyway, EOY's are round th corner, and i've bound t start studying.. I really need to study this term, i have my reasons to. ahahaaha. Never been this stressed up about fucking exams before. Like srlsy. Oh well, i guess its good. Anyway, i think gods been answering all my prayers. HAHA. Cathecism this year has really taught me so much more about christ, and it made me realize so much more things as well. Im like looking forward t church everyweek, or at least i try to.. hahaha.

k im supposed t write smth for adriana.. bitch dont complain tmrw eh. your names here already. Please stop guailan-ing everyone around you and shouting hongkan t everyone. tyvm. Hahahah! :*

KZZZZZZZZ TIME T STUDY. brendan brendan brendan, please start studying as well. HAHA. love youuuuuuuu :*

2011-09-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

I want to be better.

Won't let go.

2011-09-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

Soooooo, hougang with brendan, watched lions shitting and peeing and fucking on nat geo wild HAHAHAHA, entertaining much! His cat's fur is like always flying everywhere! hahaha. that idiot promised me he'll come t school EVERYDAY next week. Idgaf, you better come.
K, home, walked donna with kat, pool with her. Mummy got mac back for me! yay. Soooo, tmrw is gonna be my study day. Hopefully i'll be able t get things in my head. :( Im sooooooo sleepy, imma go head t bed soon!

2011-09-15T12:36:00.003+08:00

Kendall jenner.

K, i've been watching kylie and kendall videos th whole afternoon cause they're fucking pretty. omg. I love love love th kardashians!

Soooooo, i went t school for like 2 hours today and i came home, cause i was dead tired. I haven't touched th computer for like 3 days! I've been mugging instead. yay! Oh, and i swear, th feeling of wanting something so so so bad, and seeing someone get it just like that, is easily one of th worst feelings ever. :(

Watching kendall and kylie videos makes me miss europe like fk. ESP TH HORSE RIDING. I swear riding a horse through th woods, is freaking amazing. Th things you can't do in singapore.. :( that sucks. my dad wants t go back germany for winter in nov, which i think is total crap, cause we just went in june, and i've got O's next year as well! Sooo, i think i'll go back after O's, no? k im like imagining myself there, and it's still so long till i get t go back. OH WELL.

Anyway time for my nap, im freaking tired.

you dont always have to be what they want you to be.

2011-09-11T20:51:00.006+08:00

This is my babygirl. Hehehe she's co cute right! I've been spending almost all my time with her th past 2 days! :) K, so anyway, on friday i went shopping with my aunt and cousin! And i went t H&M with joshua. He's my maid. I made him carry everything HAHAHA. Went home ard 5 plus, home t change then cabbed t MBS with mummy t meet jj and my aunt. Caught lion king! Oh yes and i bumped into belle belle there. hehehe. So sad we cant go t hongkong tgt in nov!! :( K anyw, Lion king is soooooo freaking awesome. TOTALLY WORTH IT. I'm probably gonna watch it with my dad again. Yes, its that good. Th little simba is soooo adorable! :( Saturday i went shopping with mummy and i got 2 dresses from topshop. HAHAHAH. Went all th way t serangoon ALONE t stay over at josh's place! I made joshua sleep on th floor. HAHA. I got his bed with meimei. I used her as my bolster! She's damn rough when she sleeps, i think she punched my face like 18438748723 times :( USS with josh and james yesterday. They both laughed like fk at me on th roller coaster cause i was screaming like mad. I sat in th middle and i held onto both their hands damn tight. :/ dinner at jj's place, back t josh's for th night. Slept with meimei again.

Today i woke up cause her whole head flew on to my face. -.- shes damn rough. Then i went back t sleep, and i woke up again cause she was singing t herself HAHAHA. I couldnt go t church today cause nobody t take care of meimei :o everyone was out and joel was sick and sleeping :( I had t bathe her and make food for her :@ And i just cut 2 inches of my hair off. :( I want to grow long long and have wavy hair. :( :( :( I want to get maxi skirt/dress. I need to save moneyyyy. I miss my guitar. Like seriously. omg. k yangyang i better see you at school tmrw. you promised! :)

i have th sudden urge t go to church. i miss th choir!! I can't wait for confirmation too. its kinda cool when you're a roman catholic and you have t go through all these steps! hehehe.

Give, and it shall be given to you. For whatever measure you deal out to others, it will be dealt to you in return.

2011-09-08T12:23:00.002+08:00

Thats th fish we caught in kuching. And thats moon th most adorable poodle. :(

K, so we flew t kuching on sunday! Went straight t th ship. And drove 8 hours into sea. When you looked around, you couldnt see land AT ALL. It was just th ocean. I didnt sleep at all on th first night. We fished all th way :o And there were four fishermen who followed us on th boat, and one of them taught me a lot of stuff. HAHA. Th food they cooked was damn nice. omg. On th first morning, we heard dolphins! They were like swimming under out boat. But they didnt come up t th surface. :( But anyw, th sound of dolphins in th ocean is like fucking beautiful. I was like walking around th whole ship tryna find them. Hahahaha. At night we caught squid and crab. We used a net t catch them cause they came up right t our boat. On th way back t kuching, we did trolling or drifting whatever you call it. And we caught tuna! K, so we went t dads factory t get th car and drove t th hotel. Fk th toilet damn nice there. wth. Went for dinner and foot massage. HAHA.

Sooooo, went for dinner with brendans mum last night. I was having a freaking panic attack. Omg. But it turned out not as bad. HAHAHA. After dinner, Her boyf fethced us home :o

Happy belated birthday :) love you!

K, so i have t rush down t town now. I've got t meet my aunt and joshua for shopping. hehehe. and lion king tonight with cousin. I have no time t fetch my two darlings from school today. :( dammmmmmmm. Oh well!

2011-09-04T10:56:00.003+08:00

K, so moon th poodles gone back already :( so depressing. hahaha. It makes my heart melt when he licks my face HAHA. Okay, so yesteday went with brendan and co t some ktv at toa payoh. Chinese concert man. hahahhahah! Went t my aunts place t pray rosary for my god granddad. :) Had dinner! Bbq caramel pork and beef. yummyyyyy. Went t joshuas place after that cause that loser got tagging cannot come out and he didnt have food! So, had like a second dinner with him. HAHA. And its th first time we sat down and had 'table talk'. like just th 2 of us. He wanted me t tell him EVERYTHING thats happened th past 2 years. And i did. Like literally. We talked for fucking 3 hours omg. And i learned so much about joshua and joel from th things he told me. I didnt know they're that hardcore. Wth. Kinda shocked from what he told me. hahaha. Oh well. I guess being th only girl has its benefits too ;) K, so im leaving for kuching malaysia soon! In a few hours. :/ brendan poh, remember what i told you eh! Hahahah. love you k!

All that i am.

2011-08-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

Kendall kylie kim kourtney khloe. I swear they're my favourite family.

Anyway, i didn't go t school today and moon th adorable poodle has been at my house th past 2 days! Its damn cool when you have a dog following you ard th house. HAHA. I soooo need t persuade my dad t get me a poodle! But when he leaves on saturday, imma be soooo depressed. Srlsy. :( He's damn nice t cuddle! I cannot take it. omg. k, teachers day tmrw! Half day. Yay!

I've decided on my confi dress, imma just go custom make one myself instead of buy one. I found th perfect dress already. yayyyyyy. so eggciting. :)

Party on the moon

2011-08-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

I LOVE CORRINE BAILEY RAE OMG. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, im supposed t update cause of some idiot. fuck you. waste time. HAHA. Anyway yestd, went t ikea for lunch with mummy. I wanna repaint and change my whole room. I want my walls t be baby pink!

SOOOOOOOOOOO antons barbeque. Th weather wasn't good! :( rented bikes with mahirah. My legs hurt like mad. omg. Went home ard 10 with brendan. :)

Church today. I love 12pm mass! Th songs are soooo nice, and th singers are much better! Home for lunch, town with brendan! asshole i update alr, happy?!

K, so im supposed t have workout day with angel tmrw! I hope she gets up early enough!!! NEED T EXERCISE. Oh yes, and see that poodle, I WANT T GET MY OWN POODLE. WHY THEY SO CUTE OMG. :( :( :(

If i die young, bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses

2011-08-22T22:03:00.001+08:00

Sooooooooooo, saturday i spent my day with two germans and alicia. HAHAHA. Went down t grannies for lunch and t meet josh. He was in a good mood. I told him i was broke, so he withdrew money and gave me. (Y) Cabbed t cine with him. Waited for his friend. I think its damn cool a 19 year old has his own car! They waited with me for alicia t come. Lunch at pastamania with her. I AM FUCKING BROKE. SERIOUSLY. I came home with like 1 dollar. -.- Far east, then holland t meet th guys. They came over. Talked all th way. Good way t practice german. HAHA. Had dinner with them and my parents. :o we laughed like mad when taking pictures. hahahahahahaha. K, yesterday swiss club with them. They swam etc. Left ard 6 while me and mummy stayed on for dinner. I ate a lot. :( too much. But i cant resist roesti. Like fk man, i cannot live without it. Aunt fetched us from near swiss club. Down t jonas' place. Everyone playing MJ. Jonas NEVER fails t make me smile. He protect me somemore. Joshua whack me, he go scold him. HAHA. K huizhen laughed till she cried. Cause meimei go climb on th sofa, her leg go inside her porridge. I panic like fk. Take out her leg, then she kick my hand, my phone drop inside. I started laughing like some mad bitch with huizhen. LOL. Oh yes, i wrestled with josh, and my uncle took pics. Reporting today with brendan :) IM SLEEPY I WANNA SLEEP NAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

What i wanted to say.

2011-08-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

Soooooooo, busy busy busy th past weekend! Friday went t watch rise of the planet apes. I dont even know if that's th title. HAHA. Caught it with brendan jarren and kah hui at vivo! :) Ling came after th movie. Anyway, so saturday i went for lunch date with joshua and mummy. Had din tai fung for lunch. We were practically stuffing ourselves! I complained t mummy about my blueblack he gave me. HAHAHA. Anyway, i ate a lot. Like seriously. And, we freaking shopped for 4 hours. First time josh went t orchard in 2 years. He really stone at everything. Hahaha. Went t taka, paragon, cine, 313. Oh yeah, my mum got him a freaking gucci belt. Like wth?! She paid for half of it. His present. Ugh! He spent like freaking a lot. His first shopping trip. Haha, got him a fred perry shirt. Im sure he's damn happy with everything! Still gotta help him order burks from uncle peter in germany! K, so went home around 5. Home got ready for kat's party. I was late! Cabbed down t hard rock, waited for mah ladies. They were even later! hahaha. So, wearing like 5 inch heels made my feet hurt like mad. But anyway, i still danced and jumped around like crazy with everyone with th live band playing all th oldies songs! Awesome party. Screaming like mad all th way! I got damn tired around 1130, called a cab and went home. hahahah. Sunday, church, then aunt fecthed me, spent my whole day at grannys with all th cousins. Supposed t go out with Joshua and james, but all of us fell asleep and slept till like 5. I dont know what happened, but like 6 of us all sleeping, squeezing on both beds. Joel even slept on th floor. Hahahah. Today went t holland with brendan, got frolick! Yay! Anyway, i wanna go exercise. HAHAHA.

Talk is cheap.

2011-08-10T21:11:00.003+08:00

Joshua!

This is my darling boy jonas. He means everything t me. :) literally. So anyway, i went t henderson wave and hortpark yesterday with th family! :) Then down t joel's house. I was super bored there cause nobody was home. Joshua went bowling, huizhen joel went t watch movie. ALL OUT. :@ ard 7 plus, went t fetch joshua form superbowl. Finally all came home. Ate dinner with josh. And my cousins totally ganged up against me. So irritating! hahaha. I have this blueblack on my arm now cause joshua punched me. Life sucks. hahahahah. K, so talked t him about stuff etc. :/ I've got a lunch and shopping date with him and mummy on saturday! can't wait :)

Today, supposed t go zoo. Morning went over t ryans! Went t zoo, last minute stuff happened, so cabbed t hougang with brendan. Watched like 6 episodes of big bang theory and ordered mac. HAHAH. Ard 5? down t outram t meet ryan and co then cabbed t queenstown, then home.

So, got this huge party on saturday at hard rock. Hope its fun! Hahaha. Im gonna die in my heels! Oh well.. Hope i can shop on saturday with josh!

you know its never simple, never easy.

2011-08-09T10:27:00.003+08:00

Best cousin ever. hahahahaha!

Okay, so on saturday, i had lunch with isabelle and our mummies at imperial treasure! I bought my heels, likea finally. But i know im gonna die wearing them for th party on saturday! So, went t check out balenciaga with belle cause she wants t get th motorcycle bag. It costs a bomb. I loveeeeeee her chanel bag. :( hahaha. Anyw, me and belle are going t macau and hongkong tgt in november! Excited! After that, went down t aunt house. :) whole family was there. Played th guitar with james and joshua. I learnt stop and stare. BUT, joshua doesnt wanna give me back my guitar! :( we started singing praise and worship. Hahahahaha. Sat at th backyard, guitar, and th whole family sang along, with jonas and meimei dancing around. I looked ard, i think i almost cried. Like seriously. I got goose bumps. Its like finally th whole familys complete with josh out. I could see it in his eye he felt th same way too. He's probably overwhelmed! Hopefully everything goes smooth now :) Sunday, didnt do much. Went for a swim with angel!! I love th pics we took! Yesterday, we went t school for one hour then go home alr. Seriously waste my time! Met brendan after that, watched scream and big bang theory. Went home sniffing like mad and his cat fur all over. HAHAHA. K, so im waiting for mummy t come home so i can go over t josh's place and help take care of th kids! I think everyones going out so i'll be stuck there. :(

Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future.

2011-08-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

So, today schools as usual. Had dental and th dentist said there's nothing t do with my teeth. HAHA. He made my day! Josh didnt fetch me from school today. Im going t kill him tmrw. He promised next week though ;) Anyway, after school, purmei, waited for brendan t change, then down t vivo. Bumped into josh's cousin. :o hopefully he doesn't tell josh anything cause he'll kill me :/ Anyway that idiot didnt go for reporting today! :( Homed after awhile.

I have ladies lunch tmrw with belle and our mummys. Steamboat at ion. :) Need to buy dress, heels, bikini. HOPEFULLY! Then down t joshuas house for dinner. :) so excited for tmrw!!

Monday movie, tuesday, probably meet cousins, wednesday maybe zoo. :/ Sounds exciting. hehehe.

If you wanna leave, then just go.

2011-08-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

I've been listening t so much colbie caillat these days! She's awesome. Anyway, today is probably one of th best days for my family. :) Joshua's release today. So happy. After school, tiong with brendan for awhile, then josh called, went t meet him at grannys. I was so excited, i could finally see him real life instead of through th fucking cctv!!! Anyway, told him some stuff, rough update of everything! But joel already told him a lot about me :@ James told me this morning that he doesnt have t take care of me and he can brush his hands off me since joshuas out now. So mean. He says taking care of me for 2 years give him headache!! :( My cousins like changing shift t keep an eye on me!!! hahahah!

Anyway, spend half th day with joshua. Our fights start alr. HAHA. My aunt always has t ask us t shut up. He promised t fetch me from school if he doesnt have t go back NS! :) Oh well.

I need to start studying, like asap. I seriously have no time!! Make time for family, friends, some idiot, shopping, tuition. HELLO?! this is really insane. :( I need more time. And im already wasting it on th computer.. :( Kkkk, cant wait for sat's bbq with josh. He took my guitar away. Gonna ask him t teach me! Totally lost touch already.

Sick and tired of being sick and tired.

2011-08-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

I've been super high th past few days. Laughing at everything. :/ I laughed till i fell down today, literally. Anyw, after school serene with leona and adriana. Mac there. We laughed like fk. We want order food we raise up hand say excuse me. HAHAHA. I think th whole mac was staring at us. I was laughing till my tummy hurt so bad. Sherwin came after that. I will go crazy spending my day with him. Anyw, we sat on this mini ferris wheel. Fking funny. Omg. hahahah.

Went for island creamery, then homed with sherwin.

I've been watching big bang theory past few days. This shit makes me laugh like mad.

Anyway. My moods totally not good tonight. :( fkkkkkkkk! I have major mood swings!

I need to shop like asap. ASAP. im dying! hahah. Anyway, joshua's coming out wednesday afternoon hopefully. Gonna call aunt tmrw after officer has confirmed th time! Hope i'll get t meet him on wednesday. He promised he'll pick me up from school asap!! Heheheh. I need to study, swim, shop. But time flies, i cant keep track of time :( ahhhh! K, im gonna ask my cousin t shop with me and carry my bags hahahahahahahhahahahahaha. Oh yes, yesterdays funfair was TH BEST. I jumped on th bouncy castle like mad, i think i almost flew off. We spayed water on it and slid down. Hahah it was damn fun. Best fun fair im church ever! I did a 3 hour shift taking care of th bouncy castle and th little kids! Super fun!

Don't let th bastards get you down.

2011-07-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was an awesome dinner with family. My cousins eat damn fast. Like seriously. I think we're freaking pigs. I ate so much, i didnt eat at all today till dinner. hahah! Anyway, tomorrow, family dinner again, aunts birthday this time. my favourite aunty. hehe love her sooo much! I'm damn pissed cause i can't find a bikini. Gonna check out roxy and billabong tmrw or smth. Sick of wearing th same bikini alr. :( I'm gonna drag myself out of bed at 9am tmrw for a swim! Hehehe. I need t lose weight, like asap. Anyw, today vivo for captain america. Tmrw, tuition, out, then dinner again. Oh and i just got home from church not long ago. Have t help out with th stalls on sunday for fun fair! So many things t prepare!! Ordered mac home with kat just nao. :) she's retarded. K, i wanna sleep so i can get up for my swim! hahah

Let me take you there.

2011-07-27T20:54:00.004+08:00

Guess what?! My cousins gonna be released in exactly one week. I am soooooo excited! Counting down~ I've never been this excited for smth for damn long! Hahahah! Anyway, im desperate t get myself a new bikini! like ASAP. soooo, im gonna head down t town tmrw, hopefully i'll find something suitable! I regret not getting th one at topshop! I really need t get one! I need to start swimming as well, i have t start exercising! A new swimsuit will be th ultimate motivation t get myself in th pool at least twice a week! hehehe. Tomorrow's my grannys birthday! :) Family dinner in town. Cant wait. Happy birthday granny. I love her so much. Her hugs are th best! And she's th best cook ever. And! She always tells me not t find a boyfriend. HAHAHA. Okay i havent seen princess in ages! Where is that cat?! :@ Im gonna search for him tmrw. :) anyway, ikea with brendan today. I can't wait for dinner tmrw and bikini shopping with mummy. Oh yes, need t meet sherwin asap. Hope he comes over on saturday morning. Neda update him. HAHA. I can see my babies jonas and jermaine tmrw. ;) Eggcited.

Hands all over me.

2011-07-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

My blogs like dead. :/ so many things happening around me. I can't keep track of time. Oh well.

Things change, people change. Right?

I guess i have t get used t it. I'm just really grateful for th people around me.

What ryan jason sherwin told me, i think totally makes sense.

I'm fucking tired of people walking in and out of my life. Really tired.

I act like it doesn't affect me th slightest bit, but really, i just want t fucking scream at you.

After everything? But its okay. Like what th boys said, at least you know who will be there and who won't. :)

I guess all th stuff you told me, was bullshit. i guess i just lost another close friend. :o

I don't know if i should be happy or not. But i know i'll get over it sooner or later. :)

Anyway, yesterday vivo with brendan then down t grannies.

Jonas and jermaine really always make my day.

I'm so glad i have this family. :)

Cousin, 11 more days. Next wednesday. After motherfucking 2 years of shit.

You're free. I really can't wait to see you! I feel like when you're out, i can just tell you everything that's happened t me th past 2 years. I can't wait t see your lj pattern again. HAHAHA.

K, im going down t my cousins place soon. Guitar. :) and i needa take care of jonas and jermaine today. :o

I don't need a parachute baby if i got you.

2011-07-15T14:11:00.002+08:00

Sooooo, i've been super busy th past few days! So many things happening. Good and bad. It's like everything good that happens t you, it comes with a price. Oh well. That's life i guess? You always have t compromise. Can't really have th best of both worlds.

Anyway, today's sports day! Commonwealth won. So proud of my house after losing every year. :') I'm heading out soon t meet my mum for shopping plus movie. ;)

I think after everythings happened, only two people understand all this shit and make life easier. Ryan and sherwin. :) hehehe. Soooooooo many stuff going on now. :/ I'm dreading for th 25th t come. Really hope nothing happens t you guys. One day missing is already enoughhhh! Tmrw, town or smth with th boy and then i'm gonna bring ryan alicia brendan all t church with me. ;) That's if they dont back out last minute! hahaha.

Joshua leong 19 more days and you'll be out! After two years! I'm so happy for you. :) Can't wait to see youuuuuuu! I'm couting down th days. All of us are. :)

Let it go.

2011-07-11T20:21:00.004+08:00

I've been super busy th past few days. Havent studied a single shit.

Weekends, out with sherwin alicia and co.

Weekday, slacking with them at dawson. I need t stop wasting my time and start studying!

Last week, sherwin and moses came over t my place.

Sherwin needs t stop ransacking my house. LOL.

I've been so damn busy th past few days!

Saturday, my family came over. But my mood got f-ed.

So i stayed by th pool with princess and my cousin for 2 hours singing and guitar.

I was like super low. And ryan gave me a call and i told him stuff. And what he told me kinda made everything better. cause i totally agreed. :/

Sunday, church till like 2. Rushed t vivo for movie after that.

I've learnt alot th past few days.

I learnt that god will only help those who are hated.

I learnt that, haters gonna hate. So i might as well let them.

Cause guess what. idgaf. HAHAHA.

I dont see th point in hating or being angry with anyone anymore. :)

I think im lucky t have th people i have around me.

I wouldn't want t ask for anything more. :)

Oh well. I guess you just gotta be happy even if you aren't. :)

Things will be fucked up. And right now, somethings are. But i know i'll make it through.

One of th things that make me happy. Is that my dearest cousin is coming out in 23 days. :)

Its been 2 years. You dont know how much i miss you!!

I know when you're out, i'll have th overprotective korkor again. HAHAHA.

Shit, thinking about this makes me damn happy.

Im couting down :) im gonna go down and fetch him th day he's out, if i can. :) HEHEH.

My hearts a stereo.

2011-07-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

Im too lazy t upload a pic today. :/
Anyway, i went out with Alicia, sherwin, ben and gang yestd t town.
Me and alicia went t shop, while th guys went for movie.
Met them in th evening. Homed ard 9.
Im getting so tired of life. :(
Today, after school, slacked again.
Me, ben, alicia, changhui were like shooting each other with bad points.
Like player hongster etc. I laughed like fk. LOL.
Suddenly all th secret bomb out, all shoot here shoot there.
I laughed like a mad bitch with alicia over lifan. Laugh till stomach pain. Literally.
She actually teared. haha.
Oh well, my mood's getting f-ed lately. :(
I think only 3 people understand entirely. :/
I really needa stay strong now :(
I dont wanna ruin everything..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i want t freaking scream.
I srsly need music in my life now. I wanna go over t J's asap. :(
K, tmrw another day of slacking i guess.. :/ hahaha.
I really need t stay focused with my life now. Please, lord help me be stronggggggg!!

Germany,

2011-07-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

Wiesbaden>Koln>Hamburg>Munich>Nurnberg>Bad Tolz>Frankfurt
I got back from germany last week. It was an awesome trip. Got t meet all my kindergaten friends. And all th friends there have seen me grow up since i was born. Some of them know my dad since he was 18. :/ Anyw, i visited my grandparents grave :) i wanna get my grandmas name for confi. I love her spanish name!! Okay, i love th snow in th mountains. I slid down th snow, sitting on one thingy. BEST SHIT EVER LA. walau eh. damn fun. HAHAH. ok, its damn awesome t be 'home'. Everyone there is damn nice. Even when i speak german t th counter lady or whoever, i feel damn cool, HAHAHA. its been super long since i spoke german. oh well. We stayed at a farm for a week there. amazing views. :) I was brushing horses and riding them almost everyday. And i made friends with a baby calf. HAHA. cause he got stuck in a wire, so i pulled him out. Then i started feeding him. :/ damn adorable!! Amazing trip. Dad wants t go back in winter again. Satisfied with th things i bought there. ESP my wallet HAHAHA. Oh yeah, i think i kinda bonded with one of th horses there. I everyday hug her. HAHAHA. Her name's vanya. She's damn naughty. :/ Visited many friends there. Family too. Oh yes, visited my grandparents friends. This old couple. They're so awesome. It's like i can feel that they actually care. Haha, th 'grandad' calls me pipi, which means smth like darling. HAHA. he's damn nice. :( im gonna miss everyone so much. I love germany so much. Im kinda glad that i still belong there.

Anyw, i've been spending almost everyday with Ben and co. Slacking etc. I wanna study, and i know i need to. ANyw, meeting ben and co tmrw again i guess? Had lunch with sherwin today. :) I have church tmrw yay!! :)

Praise th lord jesus christ.

2011-06-27T21:03:00.004+08:00

Well, im really lazy t update about europe now. Cause im lazy t upload pics. But anyway it was a really enjoyable trip. It's really good being 'home' and talking t everyone in your own language. Like finally. Im really happy t be a german citizen as well after going back there. :)
I just wanna talk about church camp now. And im really proud t say that im a born and raised catholic since 1 month old. Hehehe.
Ok, church camp was probably th most enjoyable camp EVER. Amazing experiences, amazing friends all around you. You feel so cared for and loved there. Okay, anyw, first night, praise and worship, i teared when we were singing. :( idk why but i suddenly felt warmth. Which is a sign that jesus was present and there with you. And then there was confession/reconciliation. It was scary admitting all my sins. But th feeling after you're done. It's like you feel so relieved. Im not lying!! So yeah, first night slept at 3 plus, up at 7. TIRED LIKE SHIT.
Second day, games, etc etc. Night time we had a pray over session. It was probably th most amazing thing that happened t me in my life. This lady prayed over me. Well, its gods prompting. Anyw, she held my hands tight. I cried for freaking one hour. :/ Then she prayed fr me. She talked t me in tongues. I just felt that it was th holy spirit holding me th whole time. Thats why i was crying like some mad bitch. Like at th point where i felt scared, she would hold my hand tighter. Like she knew how i was feeling. Th part where 'god'/she said: my daughter, i love you so, never feel alone as im always there with you etc. I cried like fk cause i really felt his presence there. Literally. She continued parying over me for all my burdens. And gillian told me i was shaking pretty badly th whoel time. But i dont even rmb shaking? and like i felt something forcing my muscles to cry. she told me t cry out all my tears of love. and like something just forced me t cry. My muscles couldnt hold back. And then she asked me t rest in th holy spirit. I didnt really know what it meant but yeah. After that i closed my eyes, i felt like i was floating. Flying. I just stood there. So freaking peaceful and lightheaded. Then she touched my shoulder and said: rest my child. Then straight away i fell into th ground. And i guess some ppl caught me behind. But yeah, that was my experience with god. She also told me, she received a prompting that god wanted me to sing for him. This experience totally changed my life. After th whole session, all 65 of us were crying like mad. Th guys too. hahah. And after that we all went crazy cause we felt so freaking light and happy. During praise and worship we sang songs till 130 am. Like a rock concert, jumping up and down. They had t shut us up cause we were so loud and ppl were alr sleeping!! haha. I really feel so light now. And th priest say when he delivered th eucharist, he felt a strong wind fly past him and he saw a figure of a dove. Quite cool yeah. But anyway, i will never forget what happened t me. And im really happy that god took away all my burdens. I feel totally anew, and th urge t become a better person. K, i think im over holy now. Need to stop. Hahah but anyw, god told me through th lady that he was there every step of my life. And i feel so happy now, t at least know that there's someone there. Im really happy t be part of my church. Th people there are really awesome. You really feel their love etc. When i was crying so many people hugged me, i dont even know who. Hahah. and when we have t say peace be with you, we have t hug like everyone, Its just pretty amazing. :) Unforgettable. Oh well, praise th lord for giving us this experience! and changing our lives so deeply. and all th letters i received from th rest, are just so sweet. Touching much, haha!

Best days of our lives.

2011-05-31T11:21:00.003+08:00

They're both my whole world.

WILL BE AWAY FROM TMRW TILL TH 22ND. GOING T EUROPE.

I've been super busy th past few days! Getting ready for my trip etc.

Trying t meet up with everyone before i leave!!

Anyw, saturday, i met sherwin for lunch date tgt. Had coffe bean.

Then starbucks for a drink. We were laughing like fk there. haha.

Then down t my babygirls birthday. :)

My cousin flaired up and became so friggin overprotective. :@

Anyw, we all got high tgt and he was danced t party rock anthem. LOL.

Loving th family. ;)

Sunday, met ben for lunch!
I hope things get better for him. ;)

Subway for lunch, slacked, then homed for doggy party.
Yesterday, i met alicia for manicure, walked ard at far east, topshop.

Went t meet ben roy caleb sherwin and co at cine. :)

Supposed t watch movie. But all last minute say no money. -.- expected. :/

So th guys went t play lan and arcade. While me and my loverrrr went kbox-ing.

We were literally like drunk people dancing, shouting, laughing, singing.
I even asked alicia if she was drunk. I never saw her so crazy in my life.

But it was th best day ever with her. :')

Hmm after that went back t find th guys at scape. ;)

Slacked, dinner at KFC.

Then bused home with sherwin and his friends.

I lost my ezlink card on th bus. :(

Sherwin couldnt find it either. hmph! :(

Oh well, what t do today? I wanna meet all my lovelies againnn.

But i wanna meet my two darlings as well.

HOW!?!?! :(

K nvm, maybe going over t joel's with alicia and fetch jonas from school.

Sherwin maybe coming over at night for dinner at my place!!

WOOOOOO. im leaving tmrw morning. My flights at 9 am.

Byebye singapore. Hello europe. ;)

Excited. But gonna miss everyone.

Brothers and babes, tc. :) HAHAHA.

like we used to.

2011-05-28T11:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERMAINE LEONG!
love you and korkor very much. ;)
You're both practically th most important people in my life!
Now i know what they mean by 'motherly love' even though im not your mum.
But i've been taking care of you since you're 1 day old.
I still rmb i heard jonas' first cry when he was born and i cried too. LOL.
Love you babies ;)
Monday, Benj popped up at my gate. haha.
So came over, tv. Angel came. :)
Slacked, i laughed like fk when angel said, Ben i can calculate when you gonna die.
I was lying on th floor laughing like crazy. ;/
Anyw, Alicia came over as well. ;)
Guitar hero-ed. :)
Then me and angel went swimming.
Mummy came home, and she bought dinner back for them.
Slacked at pool, ben left.
Ard 9? All went back.
Hmmm, camp was okay.
My favourite part was th two little kitties. :)
Oh yes, climbing th mountain i had a personal pole, making sure i didn't fall down.
But i fell three times. HAHA.
Th eye check up at a sec school in malaysia was kinda fun.
Some guy said wo ai ni t me, and i laughed like fk. LOL.
They even asked for me and adriana's number. Jokeeeee.
K anyw, i needa pack for my trip t europe!
Get ready t meet sherwin for lunch.
And go down t meimei's birthday party! :) HECTIC DAY!

Stolen lives.

2011-05-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Tuition today. Sherwin called me at 3. :/
He came over t my place here, bused t plaza sing tgt. ;)
Hahaha that bitch forced me t sit down. LOL.
Waited for Karlo at cafe cartel. ;) walked ard spotlight.
They went t buy stuff at parkmall there.
Slacked at some place for an hour. Waited for ben t finish his movie.
We wanted t watch also, but sold out.
Anyw, went t cathay, ate at popeye's.
Walked ard, slack outside cathay.
There was a mini flash mob. quite cool ah. ;)
K, ben called, met him at cathay. Slacked, walked t plaza sing.
Cabbed t queenstown. Sherwin dropped me and ben off. While he and Karlo went home.
Me and sherwin laughed like fk in th cab. LOL.
Funny eh. th aunty dam cute ah. HAHAHAHA.
Kay, went t ryans house. But he wasn't home.
So wated for him downstairs.
Alicia etc came, so i cabbed t holland. Bought subway home for dinner.
Bumped into sherman from church! hahaha.
IM SO TIRED.
Another movie day with cousin tmrw. :)

Disappointment.

2011-05-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

It hasn't been 'my day' th past few days.
My results suck toes.
Failed like 5 subjects. haha im so pathetic.
Oh well, i went t sports heats yestd with ben alicia caleb roy changhui.
Slacked with them and some others after that at bball court at clementi.
Me and alicia played bball. Its dam funny. hahahaha.
Homed with changhui ard 6.
Today, bused home with angel.
Then when i was at holland ben called me.
So i bused back t find him. omg.
Slacked with him changhui jeremy and yonglee.
Alicia came after awhile.
Home ard 5.
I think life is so screwed.
Its like everythings so perfect, and then everything crashes down again in a flash.
I dont know what t do anymore.
Th people you trust th most, always disappoint you.
Somehow i wish someone could actually care.
Oh well, i guess thats life? :)
Family problems etc all flying in. -.-
Just wrote a letter t joshua last night.
I've been missing him alot lately. :(
Ok, im getting sick of seeing sweet couples everywhere LOL. :(
Train's marry me on replay now. Lovin it.
1 week and 6 days more i'll be flying off for 3 weeks.
Pobably gonna catch a movie tmrw with my 'boyfriends' :)
I miss jonas and meimei now.
Meimei's birthday is coming.
She's turning 2.. :( they grow up so fast. oh dear..

Forever young.

2011-05-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

Well, today i went t town with this bitch :)
My two darling jonas and jermaine came over in th morning though.
Left home ard 130.
Far east, bought my high waists.
F21, topshop, hereen.
Then down t plaza sing for starbucks.
Ben came down ard 7. :)
Slacked at starbucks, drank my frapuccino and had a chocolate croissant.
Jason came, homed ard 8.
I like today. ;)
This weeks gonna be hectic.
Tmrw probably gonna spend it with angel.
Thursday dinner with ben and sherwin.
Friday movie with alicia and idk who.
Saturday shopping then church. oh my.
I really can't wait for europe. :)

Crazy bitches.

2011-05-16T19:02:00.004+08:00

Okay well, EXAMS ARE OVER HAHAHA.
K, anyw, on friday BBQ over at my place here.
Adam roy ben caleb and gang all came.
They came ard 3? :)
All came over t my place t watch tv. And they took my carlsberg..
Then all went swimming.
BENJAMIN CHEW FREAKING PUSHED ME INTO TH SWIMMING POOL. :(
This kind of brother.. hahaha.
Anyw, slackslackslack, had our bbq/frozen party over at angels.
Watched hangover, and big momma.
Funny ttm i swear. Laughed like crazy. :/
Down t holland ard 830? th whole grp.
Bought each a cup, slacked. Back home ard 10.
Alicia came after that :)
Slacked by th pool with coke and potato chips.
She left ard 12.
Went in t angels house. They ate steamboat. LOL.
Watched grudge. Damn, i freaked out. Luckily ben was comforting me. HAHA.
Ard 2am? Sherwin came. so happy :)
Slacked with sherwin ben and changhui awhile.
Then we watched shutter. Scary sia. :(
I wasn't watching half th time. :/
Hehehehe. K, ard 5? Sherwin went home.
Then we all slept. My brother so irritating. Every 5 seconds keep move next t me.
Make me cannot sleep. Eventually i slept for an hour. LOL.
Woke up, slacked with changhui and co.
Then ard 730? Everyone slept till 1030. Hahahaha. Except for me -.-
They homed after that.
It was freaking awesome. Im so happy t have all of you guys in my life again. :)
Okay, saturday, I DIDN'T SLEEP. I came home, used com, and went t orchard.
Felt like a zombie..
Came home ard 9? :) slept straight after.
Sunday, church, grannys, then jonas meimei james all came over.
Swam, bathed th two kids. Like havoc only.
Gave angel training with kids HAHA.
Put them t sleep, then james went home.
THEN, me and angel went crazy LOL.
Th pics are on fb. :/ so yeah.
I know we look weird or bitchy. But thats what happens when we have nothing better t do.
I guess thats what girls will do eh. LOL.
She stayed at my house till 11 yestd. :)
Today, schools as usual. :)
After school waited with alicia for 1 hour for ben t come down -.- LOL.
Then dawson t eat lunch.
Ryan came, slacked at rooftop.
Waited for angel t come then homed with her.
Town tmrw with alicia. Shopping time.
Probably gonna catch a movie with her ryan and ben in th evening :)
I am a happy girl. :)

goodbye.

2011-05-10T16:38:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, did i say that bruno and rex went home alr. fetched them home last week ^^
At th same time picked up tootsie and rudolf. :)
When i walked out of rex's home, he ran t th gate..
Haiyo, so sad. :(
Tootsie and rudolf went home today too.
Just said byebye t em. hehehe.
Anyw, mummuys day was on sunday. ;)
Hehehe, went for dinner with th fam.
See that handsome boy in th pic, hehe, i love him very much. :D
He freaked me out by all th stories he told me. dammmmmmm.
But anyw, he's been telling me alot th past few days. HAHAHA.
I forced him t say stuff and he got pissed.
Heheh, i know his secrets now. He's th best cousin ever ;)
Anyw, joshua is coming out, less than 3 months.
HAHAHA SO HAPPY SIA WTC.
Anyw, yestd i went shopping with mummy.
Who gives a shit if my exams are on. ;)
Anyw, walked around. Checked out miumiu and prada.
Mummy says we can get that miumiu sandals in germany cause its cheaper there.
Yay, so happy. And she wants th prada bag. she's crazy!
Hope i can get th blue/green wallet though!!
Bought a pair of guess shoes, and a top from topshop. hehehe.
I'll be off t europe in less than 3 weeks.
Omg, i am so friggin excited.
Hello deutschland. I cant wait t see you again.
Im gonna shop like a mad bitch there.
Needa buy so many stuff for th family. LOL
Anyw, today, i slacked awhile with ben, alicia, ryan and co. ;)
Home, tuition. I should be studying now.. oh well.
All thats on my mind is my holiday. Im really in holiday mood now. Damn it.
Anyw, i gotta persuade sherwin and ben about friday. Hope i succeed. LOL.
Hehehe sherwins coming over on thursday i guess. :) yay.

2011-04-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

I've been sick since yestd.
Vomited 4 times :(
Anyw, yestd after school, home, change then church.
Helped clean up church and pack goodie bags.
Th guy called ash is freaking funny.
He kept saying he is a demi-god. HAHAHA.
I love my church ppl. :)
They're so witty and have got so much dry humour.
I was laughing like a mad bitch th whole time there HAHAH.
They're damn funny.
K, im in love with megans fox's wedding dress now. :(
I stayed home th whole day, sitting outside with rex for 2 hours walking around with him.
He's so cute. My dad fell in love with him as well.
Missed church today. :(
went t th doctors just now and i've got low blood pressure. :(
dammmm. :(
Kay, im gonna go and rest soon.
Oh yeah, kate middleton/duchess of cornwall is damn pretty!
I love her dress too. hehehehe.

M5!

2011-04-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

My husband :)

SEZAIRI! hehehe.
ok, yestd, BEST NIGHT EVER.
Anyw, school, chiong home, bathe, chiong t serangoon nex.
Godpa fetched th three of us down t indoor stadium.
Waited for th concert t start.
I tell you, i am in love with adam levine now. Serious.
Omg la, he damn sexy. LOL.
K nvmmmmmm, ^^ we sat at th floor part, it was divided into 4 parts.
We couldnt go t th front cause there was a barrier and there were guards.
BUT, clever julienne, when th guards looked away we just ran pass and under th barrier. HAHAHA. SHIOK.
And we stole someone's seat. HAHAHA. :P
K, anyway, we sang like mad ppl, screamed like mad bitches.
They threw th guitar pick, it was right beside us, never catch until.
BUT THEN THEY THREW TH DRUM STICK, JULIENNE CAUGHT IT AND SOME BASTARD SNATCHED IT AWAY FROM HER. DAMMIT.
ANGRY MAX. :@ hmph.
Oh yes, one part, adam divided th whole place into 2.
one side sing: she will be loved (continuosly)
Th other side sang: i dont mind spending everyday, out on your corner in th pouring rain.
Then we all sang tgt. Omg, best shit ever. He said it'll be on th album hehe.
I had goose bumps when th whole crown sang tgt :)
Kay, sang, shout, throat pain. LOL!
After concert, bumped into sylvia and sezairi!
Didnt get t take with sylvia cause her manager pulled her away. :@
But shes damn hot eh. Hehehe.
I love yestd so much.
But i love maroon 5 even more nao ;) yay, satisfied.
K, i need t sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! just got back from dinner.
Oh no, i really wanna walk rex and bruno soon man. :(
I kinda miss them alrd. HAHA.
Kay, time for sleep!